How Jay Starley first noticed fat women,
Jay Starly was the kind of man others saw as perfect, tall,
dark and handsome, born to wealth and
prestige, he had it all. By thirty he was the vice president
of his families company and by thirty-five he was CEO. Jay could
have any woman he desired it seemed but he was never satisfied
with the throng of beautiful women he met at parties and in business.
Jay had a secret desire, the only thing that set him apart from
the people he socialized and did business with daily. Jay lusted
after large women, the larger the better, and if that had been
all he would simply have found the most beautiful large woman
and been happy, refusing to allow the opinions of others to stand
in his way. It was not as simple as that, Jay had always desired
change and variety, he was always looking for something new and
exciting, he loved seeing businesses grow and that desire was
the same with women.
At ten Jay's teacher had become pregnant and he found himself
entranced with her changing body, it seemed as if after ever weekend
she had changed more. He would watch her and ever time she seemed
larger or her maternity clothes seemed tighter he would begin
to feel strange and excited.
Mrs. Woodfre had quit teaching to have her baby one month before
the end of school and so Jay had never seen her afterwards. Even
at ten he understood in his conscious mind that after the baby
was born she would no longer be large, but in his subconsciuos
he imagined her growing and growing.
It wasn't till four years later that Jay again encountered a
pregnant woman on a regular basis. A
school mate invited him to his house where Jay noticed that Marks
mother was pregnant, after this he arranged to come over to their
house as often as possible. As Mrs. Vondre began to grow larger
and larger Jay had a difficult time taking his eyes off of her
and he would arrange to come over when he knew his friend was
out and wait for him talking to Mrs. Vondre or sipping ice tea
while she talked on the phone to friends. He would listen as
she told her sister how they now knew it was twins and how her
legs were swelling, an image that made Jay squirm.
She had gained so much weight that she had a difficult time getting
in and out of chairs and anytime he was there Jay would act the
perfect gentleman and help her so that he could touch her. One
day Jay came in fifteen minutes before he knew Mark would be home
and saw Mrs. Vondre sitting at the kitchen counter eating a dark
chocolate cake directly from the bakers box. She looked embarrassed
and told him that she knew that she shouldn't but she was eating
for three after all but they should keep it as their "little
secret."
That night Jay fantasized about her growing larger, not just
her belly but all of her, he imagined her arms and legs and face
filling out as she stuffed it full of black forest cake, cream
topping and
chocolate covering her plump fingers. The fantasy was so strong
that Jay was a little surprised the next time he saw her and she
was just pregnant.
Finally came the day that Jay had secretly been dreading but
had not let himself think about, Mrs.
Vondre gave birth. Jay knew better but when he saw her two weeks
and forty five pounds later he was devastated, she had changed
alright but not for the better in his mind. After that he no longer
went to Marks house, he could not stand to see the weight Mark's
mother had lost.
From then on Jay did as was expected of him, he dated the girls
in his families social circle, the model thin ones who had their
noses done by age 14. He would glance at the few larger plump
girls in his circle but never dated them. When he went away to
Yale he found new freedom but still did not have the confidence
to turn away from the concepts of beauty his family and friends
held. To them you couldn't be too rich or too thin.
The first time Jay went to a bar alone at twenty two and decided
to dance with a plump girl he saw there it was like an awakening,
her body was so soft in his arms. Still uncertain about his own
choices. Jay began driving out of town to others bars where
he would find the largest girl there and turn his charm on her.
He would dance and flirt and buy her drinks until she had no resistance,
and then he would take her back to his hotel room and have sex
with her all night.
He would touch every inch of her body as if he was remember everything
about it, the way her
breast felt and her hips flared. Jay would lick and taste her
juices as if they were whiskey and he
was a drunk, he would devoured her like a starving man. He would
fuck her over and over until she passed out or begged him to stop.
It was as if he thought he couldn't get his fill, as if he thought
that if he could just do it enough he would get rid of the desire,
but it never worked.
Finally exhausted and ashamed he would leave in the morning and
never contact her again saying he would never go back to another
bar. Then a week or two later he would find himself looking for
another women.
One night he had been romancing a large girl who suddenly said
"I am starving, I have to eat or I will fade away to nothing."
Jay felt a sudden surge of blood rushing between his legs and
he practically dragged her out of the bar. In his car he could
not keep his hands off of her ample belly as he drove. The thought
of her eating drove him crazy with lust. The only place open was
a truck stop and as he began to apologize to her she grinned and
said "Oh I love this place they have the biggest servings
you can imagine, I can eat their french fries and their apple
pie till I burst."
Jay was sure he was going to burst right then and there and hoped
no one would notice the bulge in his trousers as he followed her
in watching her ass sway back and forth in front of him.
The waitress greated her by name "Hey Kerri how are you
dear, do you want the usual?"
Kerri grinned and said "Well I guess that depends on if
my friend is buying or not." She looked up at Jay and seeing
his nod she pulled open the menu and began ordering, "I will
have one of those really big southern fried steaks and eggs platters
with a double order of hashbrowns with gravy all over the whole
thing and a large chocolate shake, extra think. Oh yeah and bring
me a whole stack of toast with all kinds of jellies, lots of them."
Jay could hardly talk as he ordered a burger and fries with coffee.
Kerri grinned and said that he
hoped that he did not mind her ordering all that food but as
a poor student at the local community collage she never got to
eat her fill and she loved food.
The toast came and Kerri began spreading Jam on it in thick chucks
and eating it with gusto. Jay
watched each bite but Kerri didn't seem to mind, it was as if
she knew he was loving it. She began to talk about herself between
bites and told him about her telemarketing job selling light bulbs
and how she was planning to go to beauty school to learn to do
nails. When she asked him about him, Jay found himself lying.
He had already mentioned he was in his final year of grad school
but something made him tell her he went to a much smaller school
near Yale. Jay knew that the difference in their social standing
would always be in the way.
Finally the food came and Kerri began to dig in to the huge platter
before her as if she was starving and had not just wiped out
six pieces of toast and twelve packets of jelly.
She smiled up at him as she finished the battered piece of meat
nearly the size of a regular plate and began to dig into the
six scrambled eggs beside it. "You know they have the best
pie in the world here, chocolate cream pie. Ummmm you know chocolate
makes me so horny I swear I just about can't control myself."
Jay smiled at her as his ears seemed to ring and he felt dizzy.
"What is your favorite foods Kerri?" he asked.
"Well damn boy, it would be easier to ask what I didn't
like." she said. "There ain't much I wouldn't eat, I
never seem to get enough. I love ice cream, the way it melts in
your mouth, and spicy foods too, I like that great tingle I get
all over when it is really spicy."
Jay stared and was barely able to eat his own food as he watched
her, she ate like a trucker, nothing like the dainty women he
had grown up around. He couldn't resist asking, "You really
do love eating don't you?"
"Yes and you really do like watching me don't you?"
She said as her now bare foot slid between his legs to fondle
his hard on. "I can tell it turns you on as much as it does
me. I bet you wish you could fuck me here at the table and feel
my nice full belly against yours don't you?"
It seemed as if she were reading his mind. "How, How do
you . . ?" He stammered.
"Oh I can tell, my last boyfriend was a feeder, I liked
it but he was with the army and got shipped
out. I always bring a guy here to see how he reacts and you are
the first to get that drunken look in yours eyes watching me."
"A feeder?" Jay had never heard the term before.
She laughed, "Yeah that is what he called it, he had a bunch
of magazines on it, cheep stuff but all about guys who like to
watch women get fatter. I don't know it turned me on so much for
some reason. Listen all this food has made me so hot, I want
you to come home with me and make love while you feel how fat
and full my belly is, though I would love to get a piece of pie
to take home with us first." Kerri looked up at him as if
she was a child convoking a treat from an adult.
Jay called the waitress over and ordered a whole pie to go.
"Oh I knew I was right about you sugar, you are so hot and
bothered I bet you wish you could throw my fat ass over this here
table and fuck me raw don't you?"
The course words fired Jay and as the waitress brought the pie
he threw the money on the table and followed Kerri to the car,
it was everything he dreamed of and couldn't admit to himself.
